During the Treatment
During this phase, you will feel restored to a sense of functional, recognizable normality. Even though your senses, body functions and thoughts work as you know them to, it is normal to feel physically spent: an exhausted, hyper-vulnerable shell.
May of our clients compare this phase to feeling like an innocent newborn: somewhat exposed and raw. Tears could flow incessantly. You may feel disoriented, or you may also feel a surge of happiness as you let go of this repressed negativity that floods by; again, it really does vary from case to case.
While feeling forced to confront challenging memories that may have been hidden away in the folds of your mind for some time, you will also experience the relief that comes from realising that you are no longer in the throes of your formerly inescapable cravings.
After finally getting what will probably be the first proper night’s sleep, when you awake again, you will find yourself with a focused mind, controlled emotions, and almost no opioid withdrawal symptoms or, and no drug cravings. You will feel energised and renewed.
This mind-frame is ideal for taking the opportunity to re-structure your life, since it is when our after-care programme swings into action, taking advantage of your newfound positive outlook to help you pave the way towards a positive future.
With the help of meditation, exercise, nutrition, massages, and therapy, you will find yourself enjoying a sober life following your ibogaine session.
During this phase, which, depending on the length of your stay with us, could happen once you have settled in back home, it is not uncommon to feel the return and weight of old emotional triggers, and you could find yourself inadvertently thrown off by emotional overwhelm, or inexplicable outbursts of anger, which is why it is essential that you take the positivity felt in phase three to fortify yourself to offset these reactive tendencies in phase four.
Always remember that ibogaine is not a “quick-fix,” and that in and of itself, it will not do the work required of you during your ongoing recovery.
Bear in mind that, following your ibogaine treatment, you will return home changed, but those close to you and your environment may still be the same.
Therefore, it is essential that you engage in our counsellors’ advice regarding the most important pillars of your ongoing aftercare and recovery.